11:11 lyrics - VIRGINIA

I never enjoyed the surprise birthday

So naturally I hate the opposite surprise

And you can imagine I'm hurting the worst way

Your family's loss is Heaven's gain, oh that's right

But I, I keep falling down that hole

The one that I can't control

You are gone, send a text you don't respond, so

Not tryna be selfish, no

But can you enter my heart from Heaven

Cause I got questions

I won't sit here and call you selfish

But could you tell that you would leave us in Hell? (In Hell)

I can't say you were anyone else's

Cause life is so cold, it's only saying "oh well"

Is this a joke or better question, then why?

You ain't want us to know, cause you had anti-pride

Also too much on your mind

Addresses, numbers, times

Your obsession that nobody questioned

It feels like we're all blind cause we didn't read the sign

11:11, new star in heaven

Is this a joke or better question, then why?

You ain't want us to know, you kept your plan airtight

(Was it your anti-pride?)

If you were upset, you would never let us see

Guess what? She's hurt

But she would never let you know it (Let you know it)

Never show it, no matter what, she stays smiling

(One minute I'm crying)

No, I'm not upset

You think that this shit is funny?

Laughing out loud, yeah, bet you're rolling over (Rolling over)

Showing God that I'm ugly face crying